For the exact same reasons.
"You're selfish and all you talk about is yourself". I worked so hard to overcome those words and now, 2 years and a lot of growth later, they are thrown back in my face. And I don't know how to feel anymore. About any of it.
What if I never escape this?
What if everyone that gets that close sees it and runs away? Runs away with disgust...not just from a relationship, but from friendship...
I am so sorry for things I don't even know I've done. So so sorry I cannot be what people need. Sorry that I am not enough as me.
(One thing that haunts and hurts, too much, too much to mention. Was I really seeking good, or just seeking attention?)
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