DP died this morning.
I felt it coming- I was arguing with myself whilst making chai this morning, saying "no, it's not time yet. She's got time left." I found out second hour.
My mom told me she felt a similar thing while driving to school this morning.
Right now we're at home paging through photo albums for the memorial video. The service is this Sunday.
I feel crazy right now. There are so many things running through my body, and I know I'm just going to have to let it all hurt.
I don't need to hear "she's in a better place" or "she's not suffering anymore"- I am happy, knowing that she is.
What I need is a hug, love, family, friends and an understanding that this hurts and that I'm not going to be my cheery self for awhile.
http://kevin-and-diana.blogspot.com/2008/04/dianas-next-great-adventure.html
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