Wednesday, May 21, 2008

I'm too tired for titles

Whenever I'm feeling blue, I look back on better days. I listen to the music my friends put on cds, I read old letters, look at old pictures, or watch silly videos made to cheer me up, and I imagine everyone cheering me on. "You can do it! Up and at 'em, kid!" That stuff.

I try not to think that it's all a giant head trip, that it's really other people being there for me.

Lately, I've been having really wonderful, awful reoccuring dreams. They went away for a little while, but I had another one last night and it's starting to make me feel like I'm not in control of my own thoughts and feelings. I should be- I know I should be. And it's making it much harder to drag myself out of these funks, since waking up in the morning gets harder.

How do you smash these melancholy moods? I should be making the most of my time right now, instead of the emo trip.

My usuals aren't working today. Any lovely suggestions?

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Well personally I like to dwell on things until I'm sick with them. But that isn't good advice. Sometimes I watch my favorite movies or television shows. It can't just be anything it has to be something you get totally engrossed in. I usually get completely involved and then even after it's ended having taken my mind of off my problems for so long gives me a bit of relief.

Do you mind me asking what they are about? It is fine if you don't want to say. I was just curious.

Hope last night was easier on you

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Lauren said...

sure, just shoot me an email about it at plymouthweather@gmail.com

It'd be a long explanation here :)